It’s over. The girl and I. Not my girl any more.
She doesn’t feel the same way about me. Hasn’t for a while. She didn’t know how to tell me so I had to drag it out of her.
She lied. She betrayed my trust. She said she would always be honest. Instead she told me what was expedient.
I want to hate her, but I can’t. I love her.
I just want to cease to exist.